My State of life...
I'm not sure where to begin as to what I'm going thru. It's very hard to express exactly what you feel deep inside. My life has been upside down for a long time now!! On January 3rd 2018 I got job... Which probably I would have never thought of happening in real life,but it did!! However that job dint last long. I still wonder what really went wrong. My dad who always says "MY MENTAL STATE IS NOT GOOD" but he always corrects it by saying "IM MENTALLY NOT STRONG" one of the hardest thing is when you are never appreciated. My sister doesn't respect me. I told my dad about this he only says one thing, "IGNORE" I know my parents much love my sister & trust her more than me, & let her run her mouth wit words that would eventually break anyone's heart. My parents know my nature but my mum she always says, I don't respect her.
My LIFE IN SHORT:
I do abnormal & you do it's normal
I talk nonsense & all u talk only makes sense
My behavior is abnormal &
Same behaviour when u do it's normal
I should never show wat I feel,
Cos I have no heart (as u say)
But wen u behave same it's normal
Wen I behave it's horrible
I talk to men its sexully motivated,
However when honey talks,it's friemdship
My life is such a fatal accident
I can never recover from the hammering & ignorance,
I think I can never understand why the difference.
I'm the scapegoat & honey the golden child
You can never stop talkin bout my past
But,I shouldn't talk bout wat happened yesterday
Bcos according to you its past
I'm not sure where to begin as to what I'm going thru. It's very hard to express exactly what you feel deep inside. My life has been upside down for a long time now!! On January 3rd 2018 I got job... Which probably I would have never thought of happening in real life,but it did!! However that job dint last long. I still wonder what really went wrong. My dad who always says "MY MENTAL STATE IS NOT GOOD" but he always corrects it by saying "IM MENTALLY NOT STRONG" one of the hardest thing is when you are never appreciated. My sister doesn't respect me. I told my dad about this he only says one thing, "IGNORE" I know my parents much love my sister & trust her more than me, & let her run her mouth wit words that would eventually break anyone's heart. My parents know my nature but my mum she always says, I don't respect her.
My LIFE IN SHORT:
I do abnormal & you do it's normal
I talk nonsense & all u talk only makes sense
My behavior is abnormal &
Same behaviour when u do it's normal
I should never show wat I feel,
Cos I have no heart (as u say)
But wen u behave same it's normal
Wen I behave it's horrible
I talk to men its sexully motivated,
However when honey talks,it's friemdship
My life is such a fatal accident
I can never recover from the hammering & ignorance,
I think I can never understand why the difference.
I'm the scapegoat & honey the golden child
You can never stop talkin bout my past
But,I shouldn't talk bout wat happened yesterday
Bcos according to you its past
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